First Lady Blues Paperback – March 25, 2025

Toni Terry Savage thought she had found her forever—a marriage built on faith, a home filled with love, and a future that seemed destined. But beneath the polished image of a pastor’s wife, she was drowning in silent battles, unanswered prayers, and a love that demanded more than it ever gave.When tragedy struck and grief threatened to consume her, Toni was forced to face the truth she had spent years avoiding: sometimes, love isn’t enough to save what’s already broken.In First Lady Blues, Toni shares her unfiltered, deeply personal journey through heartbreak, betrayal, and the devastating loss of her son. From the highs of love and devotion to the painful unraveling of a marriage built on shifting sand, this raw and emotional memoir explores the power of faith, self-discovery, and the resilience of a woman who refused to be defined by her pain.For anyone who has ever questioned their worth, stayed in a relationship that no longer served them, or wondered if healing was possible after loss—this book is for you.Because sometimes, the greatest love story isn’t the one you fight to save—it’s the one where you finally choose yourself. Read more